it's depressing.
I have to make a concerted effort to get out of the house more on my days off. because really, it feels like a chore. I'm feeling shut in. I'm not even talking about going for a walk or stretching my legs. not even for anything health related. just life related. thinking about any moment that I'm not working I want to be home and when I'm home, barely wanting to move.
it's not right. it's not Right.
it's not healthy.
