i've had one of the most emotional months. not much to report, unfortunately. drew some conclusions about the ways i've failed myself and others. it's all just me being hard on myself and drawing/finding similarities in all of the ways things are occurring and calling them the same thing.
i'm finding myself moving back into sync, though, the division between my actual self and who i can find myself acting as sealing up. soldering the seams up.
if i sit here long enough,
maybe it'll figure itself out for me.