i want my hands to learn to create.

this is from the graphic novel series flight.
#3 came out last month.

i'm into it.
i'll be looking for it.

just for one thing i put together, i would love to be able to paint for you the way it looks in my head. i always say that i can't depend on people. i hate depending on the actions of others. getting places, taking care of tasks, putting things in their hands. i just can't do it. sometimes, even the smallest things like showing someone a song i've recently fallen in love with is hard for me, because instead of showing them the song, i just want to thinly slice the way it makes me feel, instead. the same with words.

i guess it's a weakness of mine that i want to customize my audience's reaction.