i have all the characteristics of a human being.
flesh, blood, skin, hair.
but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion except for
greed and disgust.
something horrible is happening inside of me and i don't know why.
my nightly bloodlust has overflowed into my days.
i feel lethal; on the verge of frenzy.
i think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
the piano plays for days.
the piano is drunk.